Editor’s note: When Caroline Geurtsen arrived for her first visit to the Community on 5th Sept. 2026, Dorota Owen encouraged her to take part in the Your Community Your Story Module 6 – Spiritual/Worldview the following day. During the workshop Caroline shared this dream and facilitated beautiful blue bead creations.
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I’d like to share a dream I had about four weeks ago, where I was with a group of people — I had no idea who any of them were, though it might have been this group — talking, respectfully sharing ideas that would be important for my future and the future of the world and the earth.
Which is why it feels now like this could be that group. Everybody was sharing ideas, and we were making symbols around the circle, in white and blue dots, and in silver — what mattered to me was that they were three-dimensional, and became like beads, which could be strung into a chain.
So I wanted to share that I made twelve, for the twelve of us here, and one transparent glass bead for the empty chair, feeling that Spirit is also there, in the middle. Two or three beads came afterwards, so more guests, very welcome at the table, let’s say. It’s not a chain yet — for me, that means it’s still a work in progress.
Journal record of the dream (provided after the workshop):
That night, from August 6th to 7th (for my chronology: from Thursday to Friday), I slept much better and had a dream that, looking back on it, felt very good, an inner regrouping, reorganising and integrating. And in the dream itself, the literal theme was organising — organising knowledge — in which I regularly took, and received, the lead in stages to literally line things up for, and with, a group of people.
Dream Title: Silver dice with various geometric blue facets, and patterns with white dots on them
I am together with a group of people. What we are doing feels very important. I also have a role in it that feels fulfilling to me. It has to do with all of our futures (mine, all of humanity and this group of people), and with worries about the future that require the knowledge and attention of our group. Everything revolves around how we believe we should approach things (moving toward and into the future). The others listen and watch attentively and with interest; sometimes they ask questions or contribute as well.
Before I take the floor, others have already provided a great deal of input. We form a kind of Think Tank, as it were, working with loose symbols — almost like beads — in rounded dice shapes, though some also have bevelled edges. They each contain a part of the essences of our ideas and conclusions. They are colored in blue, white, and silver. They are laid out around our group in a wide, oval necklace shape (not yet strung together). Every now and then, we walk over to add some or to rearrange them.
From a distance, it eventually resembled a Tespi, like the ones I know from Türkiye—a prayer chain, also comparable to a Rosary or a Mala, for instance.
Guest Authors are contributors who are not COIF members (for various reasons).
Thank you so so much for welcoming me as a true Findhorn Freshwoman Newbee. I could not have imagined a better, more loving, informative and inspirational way to “enter” meeting the communal life of what I now call The, and yes, My Findhorn Tribe. It was the deepest plunge possible meeting all if not most of my longing to be as much of a true deep Experience within my 3 weeks stay. Making up (which is in essence not possible I know) for 44 years from first calling, if only a whisper, as so much to be lived and experienced up till now in my life, until my physical arrival.
And it it my deepest knowing I cannot stay away for long, I thank all whom I met and did not meet, all whom I worked with and did not work with, all who Dreamed Findhorn the Park and Ecovillage onto materialisation, of course including Eileen, Peter, Dorothy and Lena and all who stand and walk and dance and sing on their shoulders.
Love and blessings